From this point on DO NOT WASTE ANOTHER DAY!!! Make a promise to yourself that you’ll start today because everyday is an opportunity to begin a new way of life and everyday you waste you add to the misery you carry. Since we’re not promised tomorrow you either will die in your misery or you’ll die in gift, pick your gift.
If you do something once, people will call it an accident. If you do it twice, they call it a coincidence. But do it a third time and you've just proven a natural law.